Like the Energizer bunny, I’ve just kept going and going, with work and training and teaching and transitioning toward a new home, and then things started to go not so well. Low back-ache, fatigue, muscle tension, losing things, not handling a situation well, emotional sensitivity, feeling close to overwhelm.
As in, “If one more difficult thing happens, I’m going to lose it, and it’s not going to be pretty.”
As much as I like to meet life from a place of strength and resilience, sometimes that isn’t what’s real.
So I declared this afternoon as me time. You know. Solitary unpressured time — several hours of it — to rest, ruminate, and recover.
I even cancelled my restorative yoga class, which I try not to do, because I know when you need it, you need it, and it’s disappointing if it’s not available.
Yogis and yoginis, namaste. It’s savasana time for me, and for you if you need it! And, I am changing our class time to 7:30-9 pm so we can all have more “day” to enjoy on Sundays, then eat lightly, do the class, drive home, and go to bed all relaxed.
How does that sit with you?
We all need time to be active, time for sleep, and time for rest. In this case, I have not been getting enough rest.
Rest is when I check in with myself and get back on track, reconnect with myself and recenter.
It’s actually one of the best parts about being human. That we can do this!!!
And now, I’m going within, to get in touch with my feelings, breathe, maybe cry a little, curl up with Mango, and get some rest. And plan how to intervene with myself a little bit sooner so this doesn’t happen again. I hate disappointing people! I believe it may be time to restart my regular sitting practice, which has become irregular.
Yep. This is what happens when I don’t meditate. Yep, I’m really remembering that now.