This morning I was standing in line at the post office, and I could not stop making small movements as I stood. Shifting my weight from one foot to the other, letting my spine ripple up from the sacrum up, I became deeply aware of my muscular body, how muscles and connective tissue wrap around the bones and each other, and my body’s relationship with gravity and movement.
Today I have a sense that I have moved into my body more fully and become more physically present, more alive with more awareness.
I like it.
I’m guessing this is a benefit of going to massage school and receiving/giving several massages a week as well as the last few years of working on my physical body with multiple healing modalities including yoga and shaking medicine.
The brain training I did in June could also be a factor, since changes continue for several months afterwards.
I’ve been lucky enough a couple of periods in my life to be able to afford a monthly full-body massage, and for several years to receive 15- to 30-minute massages at work once or twice a week. Massage is a great antidote for tension and stress, and it’s so beneficial if you can receive it regularly.
We were told early on at massage school that we will receive 70 or so massages during the six months of training, and that that will change us.
I believe it. I feel more connected and present in my body already.
Today another HVAC expert looked at my Spartan trailer. I think I’ve found someone who can fix me up with a central heat and air unit using the existing closet and ductwork. He’s emailing me a bid, and once I crunch the numbers, I can make a decision and move forward.
It’s been so hot, it’s hard to work more than a few hours early in the day before needing some relief.
I’m making decisions today about the bathroom — tub surround, wall covering, vanity, sink, faucets, and more.
Progress is slower than I thought, and the decisions are worth getting right.